It’s 5:24am, and I’ve been lying in bed for hours unable to sleep

I’m praying writing this will do the trick?

Here I am earlier today, also not sleeping

I hate insomnia so much. I have many people I owe phone calls to. Tomorrow (or today now) I resume full-time ghostwriting. My dad wrote me an apology note that felt like someone lifting a boot off my neck. My lips are chapped. Ed is starting his morning Zoom meeting right now so I get to overhear office normie-n…