I’m in a hotel

And it’s a weird feeling.

Everything is good and fine with Pat. It’s not that. I just felt like I need to stop smoking cigarettes. It hurts my heart too much. And this is how I quit. Doing nothing for the 48 hours it takes to get them out of my system and not being around them. I don’t like feeling beholden to cigarettes. Where the nicotine is your master and you’re its bitch.

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