Here’s the (sort of) uncensored version of my life

My demoralization and grief is out of control.

This cat helps.

I called a friend today, hysterical and sobbing. “I just need to say stuff to someone,” I said, sounding mildly intoxicated and unhinged. I was sitting outside of Sam’s Club where I missed my contacts appointment because of the hour time zone change. They told me it would be weeks to get in and it was months everywhere else and it had bee…