Being okay with uncertainty and desire

Both are dreadful, aren’t they?

My legs are long as fuck.

Here I am, in a tub.

Well not right now. Right now, precisely right now, I’ve got “Mare of Easttown” on (it just finished), I’ve eaten most of a pack of sour gummies, I’m wearing my trusty Lucky Charms T-shirt I got at a Walmart in Austin and I have a heating pad on my back on full blast. I’m writing this on my phone, lazy-like. …