Being more the way that you want to be

I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.

Hugs.

Pat is done with me, and I’ve been a fool.

I sent him a text last night that I was sobbing and praying to be released from the bondage of wishing that there was something more left. And I purposefully deleted the parts that were passive-aggressive digs or guilt-inducing things or anything that might make him feel bad, as that is more the way that I …